Saturday, June 27, 2009,2:15 AM
Alone, I stand
Too many problems, too little time to finish...
In times of troubles like this, i've always wished i had somebody there to listen, to share and to guide me what to do. Somehow, i knew my friends out there care for me, but how do i share my problems? How do i express myself? How do i make it sound like i'm not weak? How do i know if i'm not burdening them? Do they understand? Does anybody understands at all?
When i did something good, who is there to tell me yes, i did something great, keep it up! when i did something wrong, who's there to stop me or to remind me? When i failed, who is there to tell me it's okay, let's try again next time? when i lost confidence, who's there to tell me i'm worthy of people's love and care?
Everybody in my family now are suffering, either mentally or physically. I wish i could do something, but i can't.
Again and again, i let things fall apart. How contradicting it is to the dream that i'm pursuing now.
Please be happy. I need you to be happy. Everybody needs to be happier.
Heal the world - in tribute to Michael Jackson...
